Some days are easier than others. I have been really sick this week. Most likely stress induced. I've had two migraines in 3 days. Not fun at all!!! I am trying so hard but feel completely inadequate. I hope this feeling goes away. I want to be strong for Grace and all my kids. They think they have come up with a diagnosis or multiple diagnosis really. I am struggling with there being more diagnosis then she has names. That just seems like more than any child or person really needs. I am just feeling really down today. I don't need to bring everyone else down.
On the bright side I am going to go get Grace to day for a 2 night visit. She came last weekend and she had a great visit. Last weekends good visit is making all of us looking forward to this visit even more. We are learning new tools to help Grace before she gets so upset that she completely blows up. Last weekend was the 3 week mark from her last major blow up. For the last six months she has had a blow up every three weeks like clock work. The fact that we made it past last week with out any major problems is a major victory. Doesn't mean she is ready to come home, but it defiantly gives us a lot of hope for the future. Here is hoping for the same for this visit.
Not to much else going on right now. I am dreading the next couple of months. Next week is Grace's 11th birthday. Then we go into the Holiday season. I am not sure how to handle the holidays with out her here. I want to make everything as nice and as normal as possible for Brother and Sister. It just will be weird with out all of my kids together. I am sure it will be much more difficult for her.
We are still trying to raise funds for Grace's care. Please if you are able, donate. Thanks for all of the love and support.
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